>> let me tell you why, seth. you got a second? >> seth: i do. [ laughter ] >> here eat thing, okay. everything goes together. my first special was called "grown little man" because that's how i felt about myself. i'm grown. i was a little man. >> seth: yeah. [ laughter ] >> my special after that was called "seriously funny." you know why i called it that? because i felt it was time to tell people, serious, guys, i'm funny, this isn't a joke, i'm serious. [ laughter ] after that, my next special was called, "laugh at my pain." i wanted people to realize that there was a deeper version of kevin that hasn't been talked about so i want to you laugh at my pain. [ laughter ] after that, i did another special about "let me explain." that's when weird stuff happened, like a dui. got a divorce. i felt people were judging me so i said, "whoa, don't judge me, let me explain." [ laughter ] now, after that, after that, i made history. i performed at madison square garden when i did "let me explain." i thought that was it. i got on stage and as soon as i thought i made history, the first question that came to me was, "what now?" >> seth: sure. >> nobody was satisfied with what happened, they were like "what're you going to do now?